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I just wanna be loved
So sick and tired from the earthly matters
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Audrey Alexis
I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — I just want to be loved Tagboard
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Monday, October 26, 2009
Back in 2006 Lotsa things happened back in 2006!  I was only... 21 years?! When we took this shot... I went :"Haven we took smthing similar yrs back?" And time really flies! Compare the skin colour!~ den again it could be the sunlight! but still .. this pic makes me feel so old. makes me think and wonder about things in the past and realised that many things cannot or will not be the same as before! I cant wait to take another shot of us.. 3 yrs later... Monday, October 12, 2009
Here I am Nothing is motivating me ! I need a new source of motivation. I need to recreate something in life tt would make me happy again! I cant smell... any sweetness in life! In fact I know I have been hiding away. I need the strength to step into your embrace once again! I just want to be there, sitting in your house. Knowing that you will be watching over me. Speaking to me. I would like to return to your arms again Genesis 46:2 "And God spake unto Israel in the visions of the night, and said, Jacob, Jacob. And he said, Here am I." I, the Lord of sea and sky, I have heard my people cry. All who dwell in dark and sin, My hand will save. Here I am, Lord. Is it I, Lord? I have heard you calling in the night. I will go, Lord, if you lead me. I will hold your people in my heart. I, who made the stars of night, I will make their darkness bright. Who will bear my light to them? Whom shall I send? Here I am, Lord. Is it I, Lord? I have heard you calling in the night. I will go, Lord, if you lead me. I will hold your people in my heart. I, the Lord of snow and rain, I have borne my people’s pain. I have wept for love of them. They turn away. Here I am, Lord. Is it I, Lord? I have heard you calling in the night. I will go, Lord, if you lead me. I will hold your people in my heart. I will break their hearts of stone, Give them hearts for love alone. I will speak my words to them. Whom shall I send? Here I am, Lord. Is it I, Lord? I have heard you calling in the night. I will go, Lord, if you lead me. I will hold your people in my heart. I, the Lord of wind and flame, I will send the poor and lame. I will set a feast for them. My hand will save. Here I am, Lord. Is it I, Lord? I have heard you calling in the night. I will go, Lord, if you lead me. I will hold your people in my heart. Finest bread I will provide, 'Til their hearts be satisfied. I will give my life to them. Whom shall I send? Here I am, Lord. Is it I, Lord? I have heard you calling in the night. I will go, Lord, if you lead me. I will hold your people in my heart.
Monday, September 28, 2009
I ve been reminded of ... Being contented with life! The chatting session with Fel during the Kukup trip really reminded me of some things I haven been doing! some people I haven been visiting! some friends I haven been keeping in touch! And to be very honest, I no longer want to think about anything else. I just wanna be contented with wadever I am enjoying now. How long would you be able to enjoy this moment you are having now? How long would you be able to enjoy the companionship that you are having now? How long would you be able to ....  even see the sunrise for? Don't dwell on unnecessary things anymore. *Thanks Peeps for the WAN-der-ful Kukup trip!* *Thanks Pals for the wonderful pressies!! I love it all* Sunday, September 20, 2009
Happy 24th  I had a splendid birthday celebration this year!! Was a Pre-celebration with Sam in Bangkok! Crazy Shopping! And Celebration on actual - DRINK DRANK DRUNK! Den was PARTY WORLD wif J-Gang & Nico! & the following day @ Paros! In total - 4 Birthday Cakes! Splendid 24th! Post Celebration coming soon! Sunday, September 6, 2009
Wierd Dream I slept so long! Approx 13 hrs of sleep! sufficient for a good rest!~ I had a strange dream. I dreamt about attending school in a new place and I donno why!??! Theres 2 envelopes & The one I picked has tutorial questions in them!?? Ouch! It still hurts~ I am giving myself 1 week. No more tears! No more waiting! 可惜不是你 Cause, I realised "I" didnt matter to you anymore. I will be strong and move on. Anybody! Offer me an escape to work overseas! I will go.. I will follow! I pray for a chance to leave. Even my mommy told me to try. I hate the music that is playing in the background rite now! 一直到爱消失你才懂得去珍惜 身边每个美好风景只是它早已离去 直到你想通他早已经不再对你留恋 最后的你开始了一段挣扎 你那么爱她 为什么不把她留下 为什床凰敌睦锘? 你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊 你那么爱她 为什么不把她留下 是不是你有深爱的两个她 所以你不想再让自己无法自拔 我要醒来 I just need to wake up one day Feeling alls well and I will be on my way! Once upon a time, I hope this feeling will stay Once upon a time, I hope you would come say Once upon a time, I thought we found our way Once upon a time, Everyday has became some day! |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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