Life is a like box of chocolates..

Thank You!

2012-02-16T00:39:00.001+08:00

For the amazing things you ve done just to make me smile!
I know you do love n cherish us!
I want you to know~ I do the same too!

Happy Valentines Day 2012

2012-02-12T07:56:00.001+08:00

It's a horrible vday weekend!!
We had to sacrifice our Sheraton's buffet and make do with something lighter at Marches. Reason being? I can only eat like 1/4 of what's being ordered cuz I am sick. And today marks the 31st day!

Happy 1 month~ a very sickly Me!

This is my second batch of medication from the doc! An my third is the exact same with double dosage and stronger antibiotics, now 250mg. Those that makes me nausea and tremble!

But it makes me feel so much better!! And on top of it! a x-ray to check if anything wrong inside me???

But HE never failed to make me smile!! Thank 'you' for being so understanding and taking care of me! I was so weak and was practically leaning on HIM throughout the entire journey!!

I made HIM promise me a bouquet every year! And guess what happened!!

He did! This year~ he got me something that will never wither!!
And sweet song to accompany it.

Tk U for taking all my nonsense and irritating acts! Thank you for allowing me to rant whenever someone piss me off!!
I try to look a little more lively! Even thou I m almost .......dying!

And happy valentines day!! Mr Single Liu!!

He actually said this!! "this will be your last valentines day as Ms Chen! (Muahahahaah) (-.-)|||

Happy V day!

My sis finally...

2012-02-12T07:47:00.001+08:00

Realize what a shopaholic she is! We decided to combine our wardrobe space and I regretted soon after we pack the long sleeves!! Cuz 3/4 of the clothes are hers!! The ratio is 1:4. That one piece is mine!!

The only clothes I beat her are home clothes!! She can dispose skin toning and all e 有的没的 w/o using 1/4 of it!

I am no where near her skills man!!

She is indeed one shopaholic!!

The worst CNY!!

2012-01-29T23:57:00.001+08:00

What can worsen my CNY festive mood?

1. Damm only 2 days of PH! When will the world stop working so hard and let all Chinese loose during CNY!! 2 days is so not sufficient~~

2. Had a fight with Deniel! It could b miscommunication?? The usual excuse to all quarrels.. or simply mistrust!! I m really trying my best to put faith in us!!

3. Fall ill before CNY~ n even worse after CNY day 2! The running nose was here to stay!!
I hate having stuffy nose ! The skin at the nose area feels so raw cause of too much "buaing~"whenever I blow my nose with tissue!!

Listless me with choked breathing holes~

Hurt...

2012-01-24T03:28:00.001+08:00

认识你。喜欢你。爱上你。念着你。粘着你。习惯你.....不再依赖你。

你让我觉得世界不会因为你而变得黑暗。

The first among us!

2012-01-02T23:09:00.001+08:00

Congratulations to Purple-Eun!2012 is a life changing moment for 3 of us! Eun. Me and Wen.We are all gonna say "I do" to the man we love. And I hope the rest would soon too!! Say "I do"!! To their Love ones!! Or Meet the love of their life!!

Congrats to Jack! 终于获得美人归！They have been through a lot and I am glad they have finally tie the knot!! Looking forward to more celebrations and joyous occasion! This is probably one of our nicest pic ever!!

But I love this the most! Lovely companion with amazing setting! Nothing beats having friends around!

And they are the ones who makes me do silly things!! I love being crazy around dem! They are probably the ones whom have seen my craziest days!!

And now.... Deniel will be here to join me as we create more crazy moments! looking forward~

Awesome!

2012-01-02T03:20:00.001+08:00

Blogshops to share!
K no successful purchase till now (heheheehe)!!

http://www.loveboutiquesg.com/
http://www.gipsyscarlet.com/
http://www.jipaban.com/

Its only Day 1 of 2012

2012-01-02T00:17:00.001+08:00

And I am already feeling a whole lot of disappointment. *Great*

Sat down and wrote him a New Year Wish post on our shared blog... with all 26 alphabets! That means 26 wishes! And guessed what... had no reply? All I had from him was a late greeting via whatsapp which he claimed network jam! and what makes me boil even more? i felt no sincerity at all...! I know he could have done well better than a short sms. It's not like it's a new month.... It's a New Year!! I can do without countdown!~ or fancy parties. K... not even his presence!! But what? No greeting! That's an absolute NONO!

我不奢望你是骑着白马的王子, 我只希望不只有我的付出.

And all I hope for in this new year is me not giving in too much! Well... since I can't have him to give a little more. =(
Today....

I bought him a gift - scientific calculator for his school's usage and he has shown no appreciation of my efforts. He used to thank me for my efforts in the past.. or a peck on my cheeks! But today......... K. That's enough! No more surprises. I may end up getting a shock of my life!

Now.. I have a sudden urge to ..............................................

01.01.2012 My Brand New Year

2012-01-01T04:29:00.000+08:00

The new year has just begun!

and here's a big farewell to year 2011! *Waves*

It really hasn't been a smooth year and I hope 2011 symbolises the end to my sufferings and by the end of 2012... I hope I can call for a celebration!

Personal
I guess nothing much of me has change. Perhaps just more "homely". We tend to go home more often as we age... don't we? I learnt to treasure more family time and bondings. I start a healthy relationship with my siblings. No more disagreements, black faces or cold shoulders.

Relationship
I grew out from the "K" days in year 2010. And "D" brought some life into me.
He is one good family man whom I have decided to draw our fates together.
However, it really isn't easy to maintain a relationship. Not to mention fully trusting a man... after all.... I really have too much from the previous one. I told myself never to be in that situation ever again. Well.. those were the days.
"D" promised too... but somehow he failed. ... Life aint a bed of roses!
To summarise... chances of man lying..... "its a YES". It's just how I know see it now as I grow older..... and how "D" is willing to make a difference.

My wedding bells are ringing... 23-09-2012. It's going to be a simple solemnization and probably customary following in year 2013. Expecting our nest to arrive in late 2014!
Sounds like a plan.. but hmmm we do need to strengthen our funding!

Career
Hmm a fortune teller once told me that I will have tough times till I am 26-27. I guess it's now the time. I hopped from a hotel sales to an event executive! with squeezing of my tiny brain for lotsa creative juice and lotsa multi-tasking chores at work. I wasn't enjoying. It simply was not what I was looking for in a career. Lydia-my tarot card reader told me it was time to send in my resume and I will switch to a more rewarding career. N I did..... It's perhaps something I am willing to involve myself in.

Health
I was suspecting myself to be in the "high sugar" side. Symptoms of diabetes seems to show. Did a test with my Chinese Physician and it seems like I do need to cut down on my sugar intake. My family history and my diet will contribute to me having diabetes. So.... I do need to cut down ALOT on my sugar intake in order to stay healthy. I don't wanna be a bad mommy. Talking about cutting on sugar.... I think I got to note on my salt intake too..
Oh man!~ Porridge and Salads... I adore you!

....

Looking back at year 2011.... I guess my only condolences are the Friends & Family I have around me. I am thankful that I have them around me all the time. Their comfort is all I seek in times of need. They never stop lending me their shoulder. *thank you & I love u all dearly*

My resolutions for year 2012
I wanna be able to drive and Yes I am going to conquer my excuses... my laziness!
Gonna start with finding an instructor first!
I wanna be able to run! n yes I m going to run regularly!
I wanna be able to see results in my work... so yes! *CHARGE!!* Hoping to get all my positive energy replenished for this year ahead!

2012!
Let's do this!

When things.....

2011-09-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

Have you experienced situations turning misty once in a while.....
Have you experienced people turning cunning at times of your life?
I wonder when will mine turn a little more pleasant..? or let there be some directions
or light?

Someone once said.. life for me will be tough in my mid twenties and once I pass 26.. all will turn out well. Recently, my tarot reader gave me a similar reading.
But if so, when will this day come?

I am beginning to feel the downside of life.

Perhaps not the worse!?

I am starting to feel restless.................................................................

2011-01-30T23:28:00.001+08:00

Goodie bye black hair~ w faded highlights!

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West End

2011-01-24T15:18:00.001+08:00

Lunch @ West End!
Nice ambience. Dark~! Ben says its dark so one can't see the price! But it's tt dark ~ one gets sleepy right immediately after e meal! Nice lighting if you wanna mk things rite! Like a vday dinner Wld b nice~

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2011-01-17T23:12:00.001+08:00

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” —I Corinthians 13:4-8a (NIV)

It all used to be...

2011-01-15T12:01:00.001+08:00

15th Jan. Used to be a really special date, day, moment?
But it's just all used to be... The word "if" cums into place now.

I have been so tired abt things around me. And If a choice was given. I ll choose to never get started. Cuz now. Am left with a sticky situation.

I hate it when I lose faith. Lose direction. I need a break. Away from e things around.

It's the Time of the day!

2011-01-14T15:20:00.001+08:00

It's pouring like crazy! Perhaps this crazy weather explains why e bad flood has occurred in Brisbane. The disasters are simply increasing! Or perhaps just me whom have increased awareness to the happenings around me. I don't feel safe in this weather. All the sudden change.....Ain't no liking it!

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Girls Talk!

2011-01-14T02:11:00.001+08:00

It's great to have friends of the same frequency! Chilling~ laughing!

Y do they have such comical pic in Xin Wang! It's like a pair of breast served in a dimsum 'basket'! Nice art!

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Mission Statement 2011

2011-01-14T02:02:00.000+08:00

I wanna live everyday like its my LAST.

Yes it may sound simple. but it takes alot of effort to actualize
But can I control my emotions & not affect others daily?
Can I be patient wif e rest around me?
Do I have e capacity to love all?

Will I be able to remember to say I love u to my loved ones everyday?
Can I feel motivated to live my every single moment?

I will... at least I try! to be a positive influence.

Extracted from Inspire me today: http://www.inspiremetoday.com/archiveDisp.php?type=0&ref=782

This New Year, 2011, gives us the gift of more than 525,600 minutes. Many of us say we "don't have enough time", but for this next year, as with all other ones, we all get the same amount of time- about 525,600 minutes. What we do with the gift of these minutes determines the quality of our life, the level of our happiness, the value of the memories we create and the difference we can make in the world.

Our lives are determined by how we choose to live our 525,000 minutes each year. Minutes spent stressed or worrying are wasted. Fear not only kills our dreams, it also diminishes our minutes without providing productive results. None of our unused minutes can be saved as "rollover" minutes for the next year. None can be given to others and unused ones will be lost forever. When we look at our minutes from this perspective, it helps us realize the gift we've been given.

Therefore, here are some words to remember as you enter into the New Year and start spending your 525,000 minutes.

Spend time with people you love.
Cherish family and friends. When we look back at a year, the things that usually stand out are times spent with loved ones, and the moments of connection with one another.

If you're not having fun, go do something that IS fun!!! Spend your time doing what you love and what brings joy into your life.

Let go of the past. Don't waste a good minute worrying about a bad one. Know that everything is perfect exactly as it is. Trust that there is a reason, even when you can't see it.

Be positive. Realize you do have a choice, and choose to be positive in your thoughts and your actions.

Take baby steps and don't give up! Keep moving in the right direction. Trust yourself and your abilities. Just because something didn't yet work out as planned, doesn't mean it won't work out. There is always a way and you can't lose unless you give up.

Embrace change. Resisting change is like trying to swim upstream. Instead, embrace it and go with the flow.

Connect with Nature. Watch sunsets. Talk to a tree. Listen to the wind. Taste the sweetness of a fresh apple. Study a leaf. Play with a dog. In all things, find your connection to something bigger than you.

Love life! Do what you love and love what you do. Happiness comes from spending minutes doing things that bring you joy.

Laugh! Relax, be playful and remember, life is meant to be fun!

Expand your world. Learn about other cultures, celebrate our differences and find common ground.

Create a vision. Write down 100 things you want to accomplish this year and share it with someone you love. Create a vision board to keep your dream alive!

Dream BIG! Dream big dreams and trust that you're on the right path to make them happen. You deserve the very best in life- claim it!

Listen to your inner voice. Many times, wisdom comes to us in silence.

Spread kindness. Connect with one another. Share a smile. Perform random acts of kindness. Choose love. Be love. In all things, love now.

Exercise your mind and your body. We only grow old when we're stagnant. Move and grow.

Pause. Breathe. Take time for yourself. Know that you matter and remember, you must first fill your own cup before you can give to others.

Pass it on. Give. Share. Give away things you don't need. Share love and resources with others, remembering that blessing flows more easily through a stream without a dam.

Pay attention to serendipity. Live connected to something greater than yourself. Open unto and into the possibility of life. Live with faith and hope as a part of your life instead of apart from them.

Be grateful. No matter where you are, express gratitude, knowing that what you focus on grows. If you're going to create more of something, let it be gratitude.

Be conscious of your thoughts. Know that your thoughts hold the power to create tomorrow's reality. So think good thoughts. Dream big dreams. Celebrate the moments of your life.

Be YOU! You are so very beautiful; so let your light shine. You are an unlimited being with infinite potential. You have no limitations except those that you place on yourself.

Today, in this very moment, you have the chance to start anew. Embrace the moment, be grateful for the opportunities and truly celebrate the moments of your life. A new year filled with more than 525,000 minutes, is waiting for you. Invest them well. Make each one of them count!!

Year 2011

2010-12-25T21:51:00.001+08:00

I juz wanna a happy and worry free year!! May you all have a blessed year with happy tidings!

Jan 2011-Time to get inspired for work!! & time to clear up the house!!

Feb 2011-CNY! Its time for a reunion & Surrender your "hong baos"!!

Mar 2011-oops!! What's next?

April 2011-One year Anni+ is it rainbow bali time?? Hmm I smell it....

May 2011- labour hol day- time for a break!

June 2011- Sam's getting married!!

July 2011- Liz bdae!! Plus only 6 more mths to 2012!!

Aug 2011- Singapore's birthday! Ooo don forget Crys!

Sept 2011- Kk whole lotsa's bdae! And it's mine too!!

Oct 2011- any PH cumin up??

Nov 2011- better get started for Xmas soon!! And it's suann's bdae!!

Dec 2011- I wanna visit my cousins in HKG!!

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2010-12-08T01:47:00.001+08:00

Am wrong about u.

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2010-12-02T21:03:00.001+08:00

So felt like crying!!
Still pondering over the question. If the world was about to end n you have the opportunity to call only one person! Whom will you choose?

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2010-11-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

There were so much thoughts running thru my mind this noon &I couldn't stop tearing over the phone.

那么多的感触，我却不知道从何说起。那么深的记忆，我却曾想放气！那么特殊的友情，我只能从此放在心里。这一刻，我只能说声很感谢你！

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2010-11-24T11:21:00.001+08:00

这算不算精神上出馗？

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2010-11-23T21:11:00.001+08:00

Silly me to háve the thought of rewinding back to relive those moments! It will just never be the same! =(

There is no beautiful moment in life that would last forever! Just got to keep this thought in mind so I will cherish those I Now bind.

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I love this!

2010-09-28T08:02:00.001+08:00

-Unknown : "We fit together so well...it's like pieces of a puzzle, the way your hand fits the curve of my hip and the way my head rests on your shoulder, the way our hands just melt into one, and the way I feel complete when I'm with you...like the picture's finally completed and I'll never have to wonder what I'm missing."

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2010-09-23T07:45:00.001+08:00

Initially I felt really guilty telling Deniel how I felt or have been feeling for sm other "him". But his words and the look from his eyes told me:"it's all going to be ok!" I Noe deep in him, might hv hurt a little. But he was able to handle all. All I wann do was to have no secrets from him!

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Thank God!

2010-09-22T22:04:00.001+08:00

Finally I hv a chance to express how I was feeling for "him" to bb! N thank god bb was understanding enuf towards me.

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Jealousy!

2010-09-22T16:41:00.001+08:00

Ouch! This is bad! I feel like screaming:" Stop it bitch in her face!"

But juz as I post this msg... The vehicle which passed me by... Was wrapped with this msg!

"because Jesus gave himself to save us from our sins!

K! Reminder to myself tt I've juz sinned! "jealousy" but father, no choice la!! She really is pissing me off!!

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They know me!

2010-09-18T03:55:00.001+08:00

My girlfriends were right about me. They just know me so well. But I guess it's about time. I clean this mess and archive it permanently. Whatever is on my thoughts doesn't help reformat my system or set it back to the right function, but would only cause potential threats or system hang! I got to remove all evil!!

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L4 Gathering!

2010-09-18T03:50:00.001+08:00

17-09-10!
September gathering of L4! @ Nabins & The Dessert House!
What a pity... Mit is missing in action! These gatherings made me an IJ girl once again n I simply love re-living those days! Carefree moments w great companionship! This tradition will keep going!!

Debb & Oli=))

Cheeky me w Sher!

Peanut Butter Orange Cupcake V.S Chocolate Banana Cupcake!

Very Fudgy Brownie! Simply Awesome!

Will upload more pics when available! So looking forward to our next meet-up!!
Horse-riding!! Or MBS night!!

My fabulous 25th!!

2010-09-15T22:53:00.001+08:00

A great birthday! Perhaps as I get older... I get easily contented. And perhaps it's juz love from my family n friends tt matters!!

Thanks to Deniel whom surprised
me with sweet gifts n thoughts!!
Thanks to Rainbow fr e gathering!! Thanks to Kenn whom had spent efforts camping in front of his lappy jux to wish me at 12am!! Thanks to Andrew whom passed me gift at 11pm on 14th! Thanks to my L4 girls!!! Thanks to all my NP & MGF sweet peeps!!
Thanks to all ex-IJ pals& ex colleagues! whom greeted me!
Thanks to all of u!!!!

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Kite Flying!

2010-09-12T22:22:00.001+08:00

Deniel's favorite wkend activity!

It's kinda an almost every weekend thing now!! But this wk, I went with a sore back! The injury is back to haunt... N this time I resort to havin my massage in Chinatown! This 拳气道！gosh!! "杀人放火" it's like $101 fr a tui na session with some pills... Never!! M I going bk there again~~~~!!!! but it's good. My back was so much loosened after the session. Now I have to stay away from cold drinks and refrain from sittin cross leg(tough!).

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I am getting old!~

2010-09-11T04:19:00.000+08:00

So old!

I keep forgetting things or leaving things behind!

Or worse...fatigue all the time!

Congrats! cuz I have no idea where I left my keys now...

And I hope its in the office...!!

Damm gotta make a trip down on my long weekend! just because...

I don remember where I last placed them!

Shit!

It's time I learn to.....

2010-09-11T04:15:00.000+08:00

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth

-- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up --

that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.

I guess I should learn to be contented with life!

Unbelievable!

2010-09-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

It still hurts!

Unbelievable!

U were back in my dream last night

but this time you held another girl's hand

I chased after you, wanting a reply.

But all you could say was sorry!

It still hurts!

Unbelievable!

When I look into your profile

Similar background, similar events

but a different "character"

Everyone desires a fairytale in the end.

I wish the same for you!

I know that you will be happy so I need not worry anymore

亲爱的_________,

希望你一切都好

2010-08-25T07:44:00.001+08:00

I hv a really strange dream last night. I dreamt e "two" man. I can't really remember the details cause I woked up at 2am, that's perhaps the reason why I m feeling so tired, extremly infact! Smhow this dream seems to tell me a little.....

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Flashes

2010-08-24T22:56:00.001+08:00

I looked back n smiled..
Those memories were wild!
It all flashed as I browsed...
Those memories I ve now filed.

Once in a while I will still look it through...to make myself Smile =)

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Marriage

2010-08-24T07:59:00.000+08:00

Extracted from a friend, Lovelle's note tt made me teared...

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.

By Stephanie Halmilton

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Add some A-list living to your relationship!

2010-08-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

No need for megabucks
You don’t need to have pots and pots of cash, just some enthusiasm, a dash of style and a little sprinkle of effort to put the spark and sparkle back into things. Being glamorous is all about creating an attractive and exciting illusion that you lead an envied life together.

Dress up
Whatever the occasion, make an effort to look good. You don’t need to add a full face of makeup, but a small touch will make a difference. You also don’t need a cocktail dress. Just make sure you get out of your old tracksuit, as there are many options between slob and superstar.

Be social
Make sure that you are out and about as a couple and get seen in all the chic places, even if you can afford it to shop or live there. Make sure that you network as well, and forget the dingy bars and head to somewhere more classy and chic.

Go to MMER this weekend
So what if Monaco F1 wasn’t in your budget this year. However, for RM5 the Merdeka Millennium Endurance Race this weekend is much more affordable. What could be more glamorous that than being on a race track surrounded by aspiring F1 drivers and cars such as Lamborghinis, Aston Martins and Porsches. Talk

Eating in
Firstly, make an effort to actually make the table and sit there to eat, instead of eating with a plate balanced on your knee in front of the TV. Even if you aren’t much of a cook and get delivery or take out, make sure that you decant the food onto a plate, than eat out of the container that it comes in. Presentation is everything, and it enhances an experience.

Dining out
Again, you don’t have to fork out a fortune to eat in a fancy place and you also don’t have to be embarrassed to ask restaurants and place about cheap deals.

Travel
A glamorous life is full of travel, but if you are feeling grounded, due to lack of cash then why not browse the deals and holidays that are on offer as many airlines and agents offers discount packages and sales. At least once a year, get away with your other half to spend as long as possible alone together in a pleasant setting.

Have unique hobbies
You may not be able to travel the world together in your private jet just yet, but that doesn’t mean that you can’t be selective in the hobbies and activities that you have. Why not get into Polo and attend the events, or go to wine tastings. There are plenty of interesting and distinctive hobbies out there for you to indulge in.

Fancy pants
Instead of wearing your old and grey granny pants, why not invest a little in buying some new sexy and glamorous underwear. Not only will it make you feel confident, but it will certainly put the sparkle in your partner’s eye!

Use imagination
If all of the above fail, then just imagine that you have a glamorous life and relationship. Make sure that you always behave in a way as though you were being watched or about to get papped! Just because you're creating an illusion doesn't mean you have to lie. It's better to be mysterious and vague than to get caught lying, which will look desperate, not glamorous.

Things you should never say to your girlfriend

2010-08-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

Extracted the following from MSN Homepage! Dated 03 Aug 10

Things you should never say to your girlfriend

Let's be honest, us men have a reputation for occasionally blurting out statements without thinking through how insensitive they may sound to others.

(Dree: I thought it is a General Knowledge for that)

This can cause potentially disastrous situations if the person being addressed is your partner. Even if she doesn't dump you on the spot, chances are your ill-conceived comment will not only knock her confidence but also make her question why she's going out with you.

This scenario is easily avoidable even if you're in the habit of speaking without fully engaging your brain. Read on as we reveal 10 things you should never say to your girlfriend.

1)"My ex was much better at that..."
If there's one golden rule in life it is to never - repeat, never - tell your current squeeze that she doesn't measure up to her predecessor. Particularly, if what you say has anything even remotely to do with the bedroom, clothes, cooking, driving... hell, just about everything short of manslaughter.

Unless you're saying she's a bona fide goddess compared to a psychopathic loon with a penchant for Ninja throwing stars, keep schtum!

2)"I didn't bother getting you a birthday card this year. They're just so pointless, aren't they?"
Er, no. Not in a woman's mind they're not. In fact, greeting cards form the cornerstone of female relationships in a way blokes will never understand. It's all thanks to a bizarre form of Victorian-style etiquette that requires female friends to constantly send each other cards on so-called important dates to show they 'care'.
(Dree: And guys!! its the same as saying didnt bother getting you flowers!!~ They're just gonna wither and die... arent they)

Yet the truly bizarre thing is that blokes are supposed to adopt this aspect of female friendship the moment you start dating. So forget to send a birthday/Christmas/anniversary/driving test card and in her mind you are effectively saying "I don't care about you".

3) "What are you thinking?"
We all know this is something that women like to randomly hurl at blokes purely to mess with their brains. But that's no excuse to retaliate.

Why? Well, for one thing you're never going to receive a truthful answer. So, like a bloke, she will immediately have to wax lyrical about the merits of organic cheese or the subtle flaws in string theory. Plus, it'll make you look like a girl. And that's never sexy.

Admiring the form of her friends is a sure-fire way to shatter her confidence

4) "Know what? Your mate [insert relevant name] has got an amazing body. Do you think she works out?"
There's a very real chance your other half may go nuclear at this point. Not in any fist-flailing, send-you-to-casualty way, but in a manner that's all together more sinister and alarming.

To begin with she'll probably just say something like "yes, she's really pretty" to politely agree but deep down she will instantly become be a boiling pit of angst as she begins a horrifyingly intense period of introspection. And guess who'll suffer both barrels of her body-related whining? That's right. The moron who shot her body confidence to pieces in the first place. You buffoon!

5) "Crikey, fetch my sunglasses! Are you really going to wear that?"
Duck. Now. Better still, sprint out the door and bolt it behind you. Not only will she have spent hours - even days - selecting her garb for your night out, there's every chance she will have lost weight and stumped up a shed-load of cash for the privilege of wriggling into it too.

The best possible outcome is that she retaliates with a heavy-footed stomp up the stairs, followed by a two-hour trawl through her wardrobe and a sternly delivered "So. Is this better?" when she reappears. Not a good night to scuff her shoes or spill beer on her tights. No siree.

Questioning her eating habits is likely to be a sacking offence

6) "Do you think you should be eating that?"
Only the clinically insane would even consider uttering this phrase. And even then they'd probably have the nous to stop perilously short.

On the other hand it is 100% guaranteed to get you dumped. So if you're looking for a way out of a relationship, it might be worth the risk of serious injury!

7) "You're only saying that because you've got your period."
Ouch! This particular observation is akin to inventing a time machine to the days where women were seen and not heard, barred from education and treated as a second-class citizen in just about every way imaginable. Or, at least, that's how she will view it.
(Dree: This is defn an absolute NONO!!)

There's a very real chance that the dainty little vixen you fell for will turn into a full-scale banshee at this point and possibly plot to murder you in your sleep at a later date.

Uttering the wrong name at a time like this is likely to be fatal

8) "Sarah!!!" (screamed in the middle of sex when her name's not, er, Sarah)
Even Houdini would struggle to get out of this one. In fact, you've more chance of being selected for the All Blacks than cobbling together a convincing cover story about her mishearing what you said in the throws of passion.

Sadly, this is just one of those occasions where you need to get on your knees and grovel. Lots. Just be prepared that no matter how many roses or fancy meals you buy, or how many presents you surprise her with, this event will be mentioned in every single row you have until the end of time.

9) "I love you" (without meaning it) (Dree: I am damm serious about this)
Women are so used to meeting scoundrels that most will take this kind of utterance with a pitcher of salt - particularly, if you've had a few too many chocolate liquors.

Yet that still won't stop them from believing it deep down.

So if you don't mean it, the end result is always going to be heartache for the one in the skirt. It's quite simple really: do not say these words unless you truly, deeply and honestly mean it. Otherwise, it is guaranteed to literally end in tears and separation. Plus, very possibly, a stilettoed half-volley in the unmentionables.

If you have a natural aversion to this sort of thing, best to keep it to yourself

10) "Marriage? Not for me. And kids? I'd rather dig my eyes out with a rusty spoon..."
It doesn't matter if you're enjoying a college fling or a full-blown romance, a woman will always want to know that she's dating someone who at least shows vague hints of being a loving, caring human being.

You don't have to say that she's "the one" or that you want to settle down with her - in fact, that's the last thing she'll probably want to hear.

我爱你

2010-07-25T22:33:00.001+08:00

爱着你！就象老鼠爱大米！
宝贝! This is a gd one!! Met my expectations oooo!! Love u nightsssss

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Nerves wreaking night!

2010-07-05T00:43:00.001+08:00

It was THE match! Germany VS Argentina- 4:0!!
We ve gt a hard time locating a venue with availability at 10:05pm and it's almost impossible!!
Luckily Sam gt four seasons!!
Can't imagine e no. Of hotels we ve called n no. Of pubs or roads we drove!!

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Letters to Juliet

2010-07-05T00:11:00.001+08:00

04th July!
Letters to Juliet. A simply sweet romance movie to end my weekend!

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Footprints

2010-07-03T09:10:00.001+08:00

Keeping footsteps close to me!

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2010-07-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

Park Yong-ha: Gone in his prime

I used to adore him alot in one the KBS Drama Loving You!

What a pity!

Life is short!

Never raise a white flag to any challenge in life!

For God gave us difficulties to make us Strong!

2010-06-22T00:23:00.002+08:00

她说一切都是为了我好，这我知道！

我更相信你的不闻不问不是存心。

我只不过想单纯的打听你的消息

也只是想肯定你过的很好。

2010-05-26T13:12:00.001+08:00

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.

What has broke is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places.

It may not necessarily be the best. But I pray for the better.

A year have past but memories have yet rust. The good ones remain and bad still drains. What do I do, when all these flows through?

I ve made up my mind....

Away I may seem. But never distant & mean. Illusions of past, I ll pine no more. Perhaps being my best friend will simply be all. Wish you the very best and forever more!

“If something was meant to be, it is. If not, it wasn’t. Love is a drug. Live free & happy!”

God bless you! I <3 u.

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2010-05-23T09:25:00.001+08:00

如果一切能从来，我想结局应该会不一样！
原来他们说的话都是真的！
人往往不会与最爱的人结婚，最爱的人往往伤的最深。

但与你的过去将会是我最珍惜的回忆。现在有你这个朋友，我也很感谢上帝！因为我知道在我们的心中，我们的存在都对对方很重要！

谢谢你一直守护着我！

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2010-05-17T08:11:00.001+08:00

误会总会让人很心疼!
我相信在每个误悔恨都是一个学习的过程。让你我了解彼此多一些。我也过份的不了解你的疲惫。我还想keep U as my fren!

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2010-05-11T08:16:00.001+08:00

I think I ve changed!
To become
More whiny
More complains
More unwilling
More impatient
More bad tempered
More not like whom I used to be...

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2010-05-10T18:39:00.001+08:00

Today I felt bad. Not good enuf as a friend to 2 good buddies! My friend cried today and yet I could not made her feel any better. I should have been more sensitive! I should have been more alert to both my dearies. I should have taken note that smthing ain't right! But these 2 dearies hv already mistook each other!

What can I do to mk both feel e same for each other again??

*wonders*

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2010-05-06T13:57:00.000+08:00

Six most common sleeping positions (Graphic from bbc.com)
Foetus position: A whopping 41% of participants sleep in this curled-up manner. Women are twice as likely to rest like this and it is listed as the most common position. These sleepers are said to have a tough exterior but are still sensitive and may appear to be shy but warm up quickly.
Log position – If you sleep on your side with both arms down, you are a social, easy-going person who is trusting, sometimes to the point of being gullible. The study showed 15% of people sleep like a log.
Yearner position - A close third is the side-lying position with both arms out in front of the body, with 13% of partipants sleeping like this. Yearners are noted to be open-minded and still cynical, suspicious, and stubborn about sticking to decisions once they are made.
Soldier position - These sleepers lie on their backs with arms down and kept close to the body. This 8% study is said to be reserved, quiet, without fuss, and hold themselves and others to a high standard. Soldier sleepers have a higher likelihood for snoring due to the flat-back position, which may not cause them to wake up often but may result in a less restful night’s sleep.
Freefall position - Those people who lie on their bellies with arms under or wrapped around a pillow with head turned to the side, make up 7% of the population studied. Freefallers are brash, outgoing, and are very uncomfortable with criticism.
Starfish position - Sleepers who lie on their backs with arms up near their head or the pillow account for 5% of participants. These people are good listeners, helpful, and are uncomfortable being the center of attention. People who sleep in starfish position are more likely to snore and to suffer from a poor night’s sleep more often.

2010-04-22T08:22:00.001+08:00

在我的世界里有很多爱我的人！

Family whom has never left me out of sight!

Mom who has never failed to wake up earlier den me.

Bro has never failed to irritate me

Sis never failed to pat me back to sleep after every bad dream.

Friends whom has never forgotten to drop me a txt!

A Special friend who has never failed to drop me a call of concern.

Him who has never failed to just be there to catch me when I fall.

Pple who has never failed to be my sunshine!

Life is beautiful!

我会好好的爱你，傻傻爱你，不去计较公平不公平!

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2010-04-20T02:08:00.000+08:00

Whats better than this in the night?

2010-04-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

We just love being silly in each others' presence!

2010-04-16T08:26:00.001+08:00

Life is like a Book: Each day a new page with adventures to experience, lessons to learn and good deeds to replicate.

My book has been really colourful lately! Packed with meetings after meetings! Nites out and meet ups ! I m a busy bee! But a happy mee! Starting to enjoy my work and simply juz indulging in food! (Shucks!!) That explains why now I m left in a state of DIETing. So no more buffets and dong bei for me in the meantime!! But this MSG does nt apply to Kenneth Goh: cuz I owe him!!

I have been having strange thoughts these days.... I have been learning to let certain things go lately!

-- Post From My iPhone

2010-04-12T13:25:00.000+08:00

I think m tired of taking care of others!

-- Post From My iPhone

2010-04-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I get too affected by people around me! Maybe I should have erased a portion of it, that may hv made my life simpler!

Sometimes pple hurt me with things they say, with things they do. And made me realised that I am not that important or equally important.

I have enuf of saying n things said. I wanna draw my line clear.

-- Post From My iPhone

2010-04-05T01:02:00.001+08:00

I m touched by a friend. His actions & thoughts reminded me the simplest definition of a friend.

To me... ...
Friends don't jump with you when u choose to jump off a bridge. They ll only be at the bottom... Always ready to catch you!!
He has nv failed to catch me once!

Everyone hears what you say
Friends listen to wad u say
And a special friend like you..
Listened when I haven even say!!

Thank god for this special friend-Kenneth Goh =))

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2010-04-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

Mark 12:31
The second is this: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'

There is no commandment greater than these."

I like this:

http://www.eaglespiritministry.com/issues/jmt.htm

2010-04-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

I think I hv gotten raped by mosquitoes!! They kissed me all over!!

I have got 21 new mosquito bites (Last counted @ 8.55pm)

So I have decided to check the following out!

Hope it will serve as a good formula for me! and Y is it always me?!!?

Why do mosquitoes bite?

Only female mosquitoes bite. Female mosquitoes require a blood meal to acquire the protein needed to produce eggs. Females lay multiple batches of eggs during their lifespan, and a new blood meal is needed to produce each batch. Different mosquito species prefer different host species; some mosquitoes will seek blood meals from birds, others from mammals - and some are generalists. The female inserts her needle-like proboscis - a slender, tubular, feeding and sucking organ - under the victim's skin, drawing blood into her abdomen. She will feed until her abdomen is full, unless discovered and brushed away.

Why do mosquitoes seem to bite some people, but not others?

This phenomenon is not completely understood. Mosquitoes are attracted by the carbon dioxide that we - and other animals - exhale. They may also be attracted by various odors - perfume, perspiration, lactic acid, detergents - that combine in unique ways to make one victim more attractive than another as a meal. Because dark colors absorb heat and lighter colors tend to reflect heat, mosquitoes also tend to be more attracted to victims dressed in darker clothes. Also, some people react more violently to the bites than others and only appear to be bitten more often.

Why do mosquitoes bites itch and swell?

The itching, swelling, and burning from a mosquito bite are actually caused by the body's autoimmune response to the saliva injected by the mosquito when she feeds. This saliva contains anti-coagulating agents that prevent the victim's blood from clotting as it is sucked into the mosquito's abdomen. A bite may take several days to heal and stop itching; treat it with Calamine lotion or a topical anti-itch medication.

Chk these out! Home-made relief potions!

Household Items To Relieve Itching

Rub a bar of soap over the itch. I just tried this (Ivory soap) and the relief was near instant. I used a dry bar of soap directly on the skin, but I also have notes that you can spritz bite with water and then run bar of soap over area–or use a wet bar of soap.
Place a piece of scotch tape on the bite; or dab rubbing alcohol or ammonia on the bite first then stick on a piece of tape.
Hot water: Take a hot shower, or a hot bath, or apply a hot compress. As hot as you can stand it without burning you.
Ice cube, ice pack or very cold water

Dabbers For Itch Relief

The quicker you can apply one of the remedies below, the faster the relief. These are topical suggestions, apply directly to the bite area.

Nail Polish
Strong tea mixed with rubbing alcohol
Toothpaste (works for me)
Mouthwash
Vinegar (apply directly to bite or take a hot bath with 2 cups of vinegar in the water)
Honey
Underarm deodorant (solid or roll-on) – apply directly to bite area
Rubbing Alcohol
Ammonia
Bleach
Tea: Use a hot tea bag or a cotton ball soaked in hot tea to dab on bite area

2010-04-02T19:25:00.001+08:00

A little faith brightens are rainy day

life is difficult u can go away
don't hide yourselves in a corner
you have my place to stay
sorrow is gonna say goodbye
opens up u see the happy sunshine
keep going on with yr dream
chasing tomorrow sunrise
the spirit can never die
sun will shine my friend
won't let you cry my dear
seeing you 'll share the tear
make my woe disappear
you never be alone in darkness
see my smile my friend
we are with you holding hands
you have god to believe
you are my destiny
we meant to be yr friends
that's what a friendship be

2010-04-02T15:55:00.002+08:00

我不想看不到你的影子时，你却又悄悄地浮现
我不想一再而在，被你耍的团团转
因为我不再是会让自己伤心的女人

2010-03-30T09:24:00.001+08:00

The laughing peas of my life!!!

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2010-03-29T03:09:00.000+08:00

In your relationships with one another,
have the same attitude of mind Christ Jesus had.
Philippians 2.5

Just how much you value one another? Just how much have you really given a thought when you speak? To me, I rather not speak a word. I will just reserve all the thoughts to myself. Cuz sometimes, it simply invites all the unnecessary.

I may have spoken in anger or frustrations. But I am sure to clean up the air when I am cool.

Moments of folly sometimes create more woe.

He has been a great friend till now and will still be.

In the beginning it started off well, sweet!

During the journey, some trials surfaced and yes, some may not endure through.

But that does not mean that a term FRIEND does not exist.

I never believe ending off in a bad note.

Do unto others as you would have others do unto you

2010-03-27T14:06:00.000+08:00

My Firefox is NICE!~

A new Hello Kitty Skin!~

2010-03-23T09:20:00.001+08:00

外面下着雨！
I would hv_______if ______

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2010-03-23T08:21:00.001+08:00

My cheerleading life would not hv been this colourful if not for you!! To my 8 yrs cheer buddies!! &

I miss MGF Batch 02-05! I miss fighting the battles with you!

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2010-03-22T18:57:00.001+08:00

Rexaz National Team 2010
(Jeff MIA)
Those tears and sweat.... Just so worthwhile! Gd job dearies!

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2010-03-22T08:25:00.001+08:00

*chants!* refocus!!!

It's the wrong way I m heading towards!!! Be with me lord! I won't loosen my grip this time around.

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2010-03-21T22:52:00.001+08:00

Is escape the only way out?

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2010-03-19T12:20:00.001+08:00

Shit! I board the wrong side of the train as I head to RP for training!

"damn! What a waste of time!"
"shucks! Stupid me!"
All these can be the reactions of mine!

But nope,God spoke to me.
He made me realize that there many points of destination in life. And there are many purpose in days.

If I ever took the wrong side?
All I have to do is to alight and get back on track! It may take me a little longer but I will still be able to reach my destination.
There may be even other modes of transport to get to destination. Not to mention, you might be able to even see beautiful creations of God along the way.

Sometimes, one need to miss a stop in life to realize what one has been missing out in life. Or simply take a pause to see the beautiful creations!

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2010-03-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

I am startin to think if God has sent you to my life for a purpose.

He mite have wanted to draw me closer to him by your constant reminders to church.

Or even nw, I seek myself in God when I am down. To remind me tat he has never left me off his sight

Also to show me that I really have alot of friends and colleagues who really really care for me.

I am startin to accept this positively.

2010-03-18T12:19:00.002+08:00

你走了太久一定很累　他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了心情很乾脆

他其實沒有那麼絕對　遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚　別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔　也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚　把那遺憾丟在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追　以後為自己醉

每段感情都非常珍貴　他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心碎

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑　什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會　那時你已無所謂

2010-03-18T02:01:00.000+08:00

Illusions commend themselves to us because they save us pain and allow us to enjoy pleasure instead. We must therefore accept it without complaint when they sometimes collide with a bit of reality against which they are dashed to pieces.

2010-03-17T14:15:00.001+08:00

I was reminded by Sam. 一个爱你的男人不会舍得让你为他而落泪. 我相信!

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2010-03-17T13:40:00.000+08:00

I believe its time I retreat and take some cover.

I guess its time I rediscover myself and take this as a learning process.

Its hard, its tough and it gets disturbing at times!

But tough times don't last..

Tough people do!

I wouldn't put the blame on anyone

Cause I believe in God's plan for me.

I am holding on to my faith

& it's all that matters!

Nothing lasts forever

This is something I must learn (e hard way)

不要哭
你好傻
为了他不值得吧
不是说好要勇敢坚强
不要哭
我知道
你爱的和我一样
陷得太深而无法自拔
不要哭
你应该忘了他
别一再而再想着他说过就忘的话
不要哭
世界如此的大
不要因为一次的失败不敢再出发
不要哭
你不要哭不要哭
你不要哭不要哭
不要哭
no more tears no more tears
no more tears no more tears
那爱情让你无法分辨伪善和真假
但为他受过的伤
是成长的代价
不要哭
别再傻
为他这样值得吗
不是说好永远
no more tears

2010-03-15T00:13:00.001+08:00

Tried lying in bed. But ME just doesn't seem to want to fall asleep.

无耐的我，can only depend on a lost friend.

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2010-03-15T00:10:00.001+08:00

I leave it all... In his hands. Like wad wiseman said, god has his plans.

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2010-02-23T14:22:00.001+08:00

19-02-2010. A pleasant surprise from Shawn!

22-02-10. My first diamond from Shawn. He believes in my faith.
He is a gem! A treasured one!

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2010-02-21T17:27:00.001+08:00

18-02-10
I have met an incredible guy!
He didn't mind it all.

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2010-02-16T12:39:00.001+08:00

The outlet that I received my 'eternity' is closed. Nothing last forever!

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早就该割舍

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2010-02-16T04:25:00.001+08:00

Oops I sinned. Guess juz a little ll nt kill.

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Location:Hm @ 4:25am

2010-02-15T07:48:00.001+08:00

在我踏上记忆的路，回想起很多我们曾经拥有的回意。要我放弃我不舍，但你不知不觉以不再我的世界里。

我们之前的彩色世界已变成黑白。我们的故事也不再甜蜜。自私的我选择逃避，只剩下你记得我们之间的承诺。

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2010-02-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

I chose this path cause I chose to be the selfish one this time around.

or perhaps, I was always the selfish one in this relationship.

I chose to erase all my memories which have got to do with my beloved.

I noe deep in his heart. he is disappointed with my decision and utterly upset abt it. But...there always things in life which we cannot salvage in time.

This I understand.

As I sleep tonight, no pills, no syrup, no alcohol.

Just me, momo and some tears.

Ok I lied... Juz 500ml of heineken.

2010-02-14T11:42:00.000+08:00

Dear Friends,

I made a decision. I needed to save myself from all this sorrows and pills.

I need to be strong, rite? I need to find myself back - the girl who made everyone laugh!

I always say I need to let it go but its so tough to do it all alone.

I hv decided to seek professional assistance from a hypnotherapist .

I have chosen to forget Kenneth , all his existence.

I have removed all traces.

My only option.

so tmr, I look fwd to erasing it all.

2010-02-13T15:29:00.001+08:00

Silly? But I had to. I couldn't eat. Nor drink. 30odd hrs without food and drink.

Overdosed of cough syrup w sleeping pills! I earned 20odd hrs of rest.

3 days of crying... 2 sore eyes fr cny.

我醒了.

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2010-02-13T15:24:00.001+08:00

"命里有时终须有，命里无时莫强求."

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2010-02-12T12:36:00.001+08:00

I am so hurt. this pierce in my heart, I cant seem to explain. I couldnt stop crying.

I cant seem to get you off my head. Why is that even after I beg u. U refused. U rejected.

U just wont want to try again.

Is this the result of my stubbornness. I ve been told many times to juz get this thru.

But I wanna try again.

I wanna believe that this feeling is real. I wanna believe that we can do this together,

conquering all differences. I wanna believe that U still love me as much as before!

I wanna believe that someday we can walk down the aisle.

I wanna believe all the beautiful pictures we ve painted before.

I wanna believe that I am the only girl by ur side.

But I am wrong.

Just when I am holding on, U have already strayed away.

I donno how to trust God. How to live life. How to recover. How to be me.

Why did I even hang on?

I hate myself so much.

I noe there will be pple out dere, getting disappointed with me.

But I really cherish Us and I wanna keep it going.

I wanna show them that we can work things out. we can overcome all obstacles.

Every part of my life has an element of U. How to I begin erasing all away.

How do I even start telling myself I will be fine. Cause I am not.

How do I even live in my house when every wall I see reminds me of U

I hate god.
I am just too weak to handle all.

2010-02-11T01:11:00.000+08:00

So many updates in Jan!

Reunion Tea with F4 girls! Wads sweeter den a simple catch up!

Dree: Loving Lomo

Dree: Loving the vintage feel

Dree: Friends - they never failed to cheer me up!

Ben's got married!~ Time really flies!

Dree: Quarter Rainbow

Sammie left my usual routine @ MF. Missing her companionship...
lucky god has "xue jie" in place for me!

Sammie and Xue Jie are my best buds at work!

and Fel too! She loves me for who I am... !!
Dree: special gift from Feli (Meow)

2010-02-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

Most of the shadows of this life are caused

by our standing in our own sunshine.

Dree: I wanna step out this time around!

2010-01-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

I chanced upon a familiar scent as I was walking home from the train station.

It is the smell that I used to breathe in almost every night, as I fell asleep in… his arms.

2010-01-12T01:18:00.002+08:00

Island Creamery & The Daily Scoop!

I used to them like almost every weekend!~

Its been almost 1/2 yr since I have last tasted them!~

Urgghhhhh!!

I need to have them soon!

Ice Cream! I miss U =))

2010-01-10T06:25:00.000+08:00

下一站幸福... 我期待属于我的幸福

云飘多久路有多远

这未知的旅途陌生而孤独

为了去寻找生命中的宝物

我随着风起伏

从南到北漫长的路

下一站是幸福

不管多少坎坷辛苦

有你我不迷途

由来到去一生的路

下一站是幸福

无怨无悔的付出

只求圆满归宿

雪花飞舞月映着湖

越渴望的旅途越有些盲目

错误的脚步会有爱去引渡

能遇上你我就知足

从南到北漫长的路

下一站是幸福

不管多少坎坷辛苦

有你我不迷途

由来到去一生的路

下一站是幸福

无怨无悔的付出

只求圆满归宿

从南到北漫长的路

下一站是幸福

不管多少坎坷辛苦

有你我不迷途

由来到去一生的路

下一站是幸福

无怨无悔的付出

只求圆满归宿

走一直走没有归途

这纷扰的世界依然在忙碌

千山万水后尘埃落向何处

心放下就是领悟

回头看见幸福

2010-01-05T01:48:00.002+08:00

It's gotta be mind over body!
It's gotta be reality over fantasies!
It's gotta be brain over heart!

他们说：＂不是你放不下！而是你从没想放下！＂
如今我已没什么理由留下。我决定勇敢地往未来的日子走下去。
没有你的日子里，我会更加珍惜我自己！。
Goodbye!

2010-01-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

我独自走在寒冷的旅程
道路是如此黑暗
风对我吹，天寒地冻
我预测不到的感觉... 它又来了
我从来不知道会变成这样
我从来没有想让它变成这样
爱你的不仅仅是一个游戏
但是时间过了
我似乎不在这场游戏

2010-01-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

Quite enough of myself.

My last dream in 2009, U were involved in a car accident this time round. And still I cant find U.

2009-12-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

我不是碰不到更好的，
而是因为有了你。
我不想再碰到更好的。
我不是不会对别人动心，
而是因为有了你，
我就觉得没有必要再对其她人动心。

我不是不会爱上别人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，能在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手。世界上的好人数不清，但遇到你就已经足够了。即使你不是最好，甚至不是最适合我的，但却是我最珍惜的。

缺点可以改正，性格可以磨合，但机会失去了就再也没有了。有人说：爱是一种责任。现在我才明白，原来责任就是一辈子。现在想想为什么那么多激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到最后。除了已经习惯，爱到深处之外，应该还有两个人的互相搀扶，不离不齐。

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2009-12-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

Imagine me on a map
Where am I on that?
I can't seem to locate
My life! I no longer dictate.
Will it be me that create?
The path that I long await
Or would it be destiny and fate?
That decide my journey ... its too late!

I had always been waiting
For a call that would not be coming!
For a name I hope it could be appearing
But I know that my hopes are dashing

Today I saw a msg
And I could not see the familiarity in the no. anymore

2009-12-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

忙是你对我的借口!

I am starting to feel this way.

This week is the week! Hopefully that email will be coming in.

So I can have a little more direction.

Lord I come to you, let my heart be changed .. renewed, flowing from the grace that ive found in you!

2009-12-10T09:07:00.001+08:00

How gracious are we.. Singaporeans?? Or hw hard are we trying??

No one actually let dere seat on e train this morning!! When dere were both a pregnant lady and a mother w a toddler in a pram??

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